Margaret
01-01-2006, 05:49 PM
Yes that's right. Earlier today I have gotten in touch happily with some friends to wish each other all the best for 2006 when I was still at Pem's house. But when I got back in my hometown Nijkerk, I found that my car was STOLEN!!!
As you can imagine, I walked home, making phonecalls over and over again to my parents, but nobody was there. Turns out they were at the neighbor's for a new year's drink. As soon as I entered the house, I totally went insane, I really freaked out!! I was yelling, crying and screaming because I totally depend on that car!! Now I am able to use my fathers car, but I feel reluctant because even at work they seem to damage cars at the parking lot.. So now we've got the deal that my dad is bringing me to work and comes pick me up at the end of the day.. Geez I feel like trash now.. A day that started so well has ended in some kind of hell. I know it's just material, but when you're depending on it to go to work and you don't have money for a new car, then it seems like the end of the world for a moment... You know, I seem to have a sixth sense for these kind of things. When I parked the car, I already felt that something was gonna happen, but yet I didn't give in to that feeling. This goes to show me the biggest lesson ever of 2006: I should ALWAYS pay attention to my feelings and intuition when it's ringing its bells.. This is just one example of the MANY instinctive feelings and thoughts I had that have come true in the end. One other example is when I am thinking about someone real strongly, that one person is calling me a few minutes later in 99% of the cases.. It may sound scary, but this is true and I guess I'm not alone in this. I know more people who have this 'gift'. Most of the time my intuition doesn't lie.. as you can tell now. Sometimes it's a handy thing, but when you feel something bad is gonna happen, then it's no fun at all to feel it coming beforehand.
Really.. some miracles must be happening for me this year in order to make it feel better for me. Well.. 2004 was a VERY bad year for me, but not a single year has ever had such a bad start. Not even 2004... this really doesn't feel good at the moment.
Anyway, I hope you've all had a better start.
Margaret.
As you can imagine, I walked home, making phonecalls over and over again to my parents, but nobody was there. Turns out they were at the neighbor's for a new year's drink. As soon as I entered the house, I totally went insane, I really freaked out!! I was yelling, crying and screaming because I totally depend on that car!! Now I am able to use my fathers car, but I feel reluctant because even at work they seem to damage cars at the parking lot.. So now we've got the deal that my dad is bringing me to work and comes pick me up at the end of the day.. Geez I feel like trash now.. A day that started so well has ended in some kind of hell. I know it's just material, but when you're depending on it to go to work and you don't have money for a new car, then it seems like the end of the world for a moment... You know, I seem to have a sixth sense for these kind of things. When I parked the car, I already felt that something was gonna happen, but yet I didn't give in to that feeling. This goes to show me the biggest lesson ever of 2006: I should ALWAYS pay attention to my feelings and intuition when it's ringing its bells.. This is just one example of the MANY instinctive feelings and thoughts I had that have come true in the end. One other example is when I am thinking about someone real strongly, that one person is calling me a few minutes later in 99% of the cases.. It may sound scary, but this is true and I guess I'm not alone in this. I know more people who have this 'gift'. Most of the time my intuition doesn't lie.. as you can tell now. Sometimes it's a handy thing, but when you feel something bad is gonna happen, then it's no fun at all to feel it coming beforehand.
Really.. some miracles must be happening for me this year in order to make it feel better for me. Well.. 2004 was a VERY bad year for me, but not a single year has ever had such a bad start. Not even 2004... this really doesn't feel good at the moment.
Anyway, I hope you've all had a better start.
Margaret.